An Unwanted love. :'(

Hey, so today, I'm gonna talk about a girl, a girl I'm crushing on. Well, I know, haven't been blogging for weeks, I'm just so damn lazy with my sleep, and all those texting with people, and I even missed to blog about my vacation, and about the 'Peer Educator' meeting for 4 days. I don't know, I'm just, not in mood in making blog these days, sorry. :/ 

So anyway, I wanna talk about this girl, a girl called Hello Kitty. :') She's a cute girl, really cute. I met her during the PRS meeting in past April, I think, or March, forgot. :'D But anyway, I really liked her, and I'm hoping that she'll like me back, it's just like, an unwanted love, ya know what I mean right, I felt like I've been rejected again, and I'm trying so hard to make her fall for me, well she did, at first, but now, I think she lied to me, she said she was dared by his brother to be in a relationship with his brother, but when I asked her friends, she said it's her boyfriend. see that, the twist, sucks right. :( I know.

I mean, I've been speding my 3 months with her, and, this is what she replied, I dunno. I'm just really sad, and I know no one's gonna read this, it's just between you and me blog, and if anyone reads this, hope they'll understand me, and not making fun of me, and I'm not doing this for fun, to make look bad, I made this because I really care about her, and I don't wanna lose her, Please~ I hope that you'll understand me Kitty. I really really hope. Everyday I pray for you, hoping that you're okay with everything, pray that you'll be protected from the bad things in front of you, praying that you'll not fall for someone else. I never forgot to pray, every single day, I did that. And believe it or not, I even printed all of our pictures taken together, and yeah, your picture, in on my wall, and I took a glance everyday, before going to sleep, before leaving my room, and during the moment I got up. Hope you'll understand me, and the most miracle thing I'm hoping to happen is, that; HOPE YOU READ THIS AND I HOPE IT CHANGES YOU, NOT MAKING US AS STRANGERS. So, I think it's time to say the three words I guess; I LOVE YOU. And will always love you. :') <3